It's been so icy cold all of a sudden, probably because of the pouring rain last night. Tucson weather is like a girl's mood, it keeps changing from one time to another, unpredictably. It's raining again now. The sound of the rain and the wind and running water, all in one, keep me from sleeping.
I haven't written on my blog for a while. I don't know why I kinda stopped doing it. Probably because I don't want to expose myself to the world like I did before, or because I am now doing it in a different way, in a different form. Things change, everybody does, and myself should not be an exception.
At times like this, I often think about myself, what I am doing, what I will be doing, and what I want to be doing. And I just don't seem to find an answer to satisfy all those questions. I feel like I should be more responsible for my future, for what I want to be in the next couple years. But here I am, standing still where I've been, running and playing around like I am still an 18 year-old, with nothing to worry about.
At times like this, I often think about my parents.
Then I don't know what, where, and how again. I hope I am just a bit lost, cause at least it's still better than getting nowhere.
February 10, 2009 at 5:25 pm |
ppl always get lost stimes. Dont worry, my sis !
February 10, 2009 at 11:03 pm |
yeah why worry huh
if I get lost I will come running back into your arms, under the shiny sun of the South :"> love you my dear :*
February 11, 2009 at 6:31 pm |
CBGGGGGGGGGGGG. HEN DENNN, SAT' DAN^` LI, HO* GIAI AN^ GI RAP' PHET^' AP' BIA AO OP' NAU^ HOE EN SKE CHIU THU DET'!!! :"> :"> :">
February 12, 2009 at 6:45 am |